"selama ni sy pny tanggapan yg baik kt zana..tp lepas ni sy xtau la..xsngka rupanya korg mengumpat sy mcm ni.."..hmm..smlm was a disaster..for the first time in my life, I've been face with harsh situation..al kisahnya mmg kami kt ofis ni have been skype to chat with one another..its works actually..i am personally sharing part of my story with my frens and so do her..same to the other ofismate..mmg ktorg cite2, nk luah perasaan, discuss2, pndek kata sume thru skype lah..its easy, xpyh melepak2 tmpt org lm2 smp x wt kije..
nk dijadikan cerita, smlm cik bagus2 ni pergi tmpt shbt sy tuk amik softcopy apa tah..but at that time she was not there..then disbbkan desperate, cik bagus2 ni trus bkak pc shbt sy..menurut cerita dia, dia trnmpak lah skype shbt sy ni..then dia print that part yg ada ktorg ckp psl dia..then immediately she come to my room..
cik bagus: zana, sy nk tny, anna maria ni zana ke?
me: a'ah..napa? (thought she ask me how to install skype)
cik bagus: sy nk ckp ni, zana ada ckp psl sy kn dlm skype korg ni..sy nk ckp psl jwtnkuasa ni..bkn sy nk ambik org yg sy suka je..nama yg ada dgn sy ms tu sume ajk teknikal..apa kaitan dorg dgn pameran? jd sy cume refer pd ajk sblm ni, yg mmg ada nama sy, k.wati n hanif..bkn sy nk masukkan org yg sy suke..
me: xde nu***,mcm ni..yg psl ajk tu, dh maklum dh pn..sume tu atas nama je..ms pameran tu sume dh kt sana kn..sume org tlg..
cik bagus: sy x sngka la kn..bla bla (she is talking about her partner, telling she was being trapped by her, mentioned about the point i've write about x professional, sng slh phm..)
me: nu***, dgr sy nk ckp ni..ms tu ktorg tgh stress..so kita cite dgn kwn kita..mcm nu*** jgk kn..nu*** cite dgn kwn nu*** kn..mcm tu jgk ktorg..tp bezanya ktorg cite thru skype..apa yg sy ckp tu personal view sy..hak sy nk cite antara sy dgn kwn2 sy..ok..kalo btl nk make it clear, sy pggil k.nana..sbb nama dia pn ada skali..bia settle trus.
cik bagus trus nk kua bilik bila sy call k.nana mtk dtg bilik sy..bila k.nana dtg, dia ckp mtk maaf dgn k.nana sbb slama ni dia luah perasaan dlm LRT, tp xsngka k.nana pn ada umpat dia..
komen sy: sy sgt bengang sbb dia xbg sy pluang nk explain kt dia..each time sy ckp, dia potong, n bila part dia dh abis, dia trus nk kua..sekurang-kurangnya dgr penjelasan sy..at least sy lega dpt clearified, xkisahla apa pndangan dia trhadap sy afterwards..apa yg sy kata dlm tu is just pndangan sy, n sy ckp kt kwn2 sy SAHAJA..so its between me n my fren..tu hak kami nk bercerita..and yg nyata, dia juga salah sbb menceroboh skype org lain..apa hak dia nk bc apa kami bincangkan?and paling menarik, chatting tu adalah pd hari semalam nya meaning that dia kena klik words 'yesterday' utk tau apa yg kami chattingkan..baru perbualan tu keluar..mmg dia sengaja nk baca..is that a good attitude?ceroboh hak org sesuka hati..apa hak dia?right after she out of my room, she did post somethng in her facebook..it's something like this..
"rupanya musuh adalah org yg paling dekat dan tempat meluah perasaan...sungguhlah terlampau...tq skype....perbualan terlampau..."
hmm..speechless..smp pkataan musuh pulak yg keluar..hello miss, i never wanted to be your enemy..it's not me yg nk brterusan msm2 muka..nk gaduh2 ke apa..mmg mood sgt xstabil smlm..mlm td, i'm thinking..event dh esok..xkn nk mcm ni..tau je la dia tu mcm mana..then i did sms her..saying that i'm really sorry..ikhlas nk mntk maaf sbb kita akan kerja sm2 tuk byk prog lg..n she did reply my sms..tp ayat yg dlm kategori bodoh jgk la..but i replied back saying that i'm truly wanna say sorry..xnk smp musuh2 or msm2 muka..saying that i'm hoping dpt brsahabat mcm biasa..then this morning..action dia wt sy sgt sakit n now sy terasa spt membodohkan diri sndri htr sms kt dia..entahla..napa boleh wujud pulak spesis org mcm ni kt muka bumi ni..kn elok dok diam2 kt marikh tu ke..pluto ke..xde la jd barah dlm opis ni..makin lama makin merebak..niat ht ni ikhlas nk mtk maaf..sggup rendahkan ego yg sgt3 tggi ni nk mtk maaf..tp mcm tu pulak dia buat..sakit dia, dia nk org phm, tp sakit sy dgn kwn2, nk letak mana?tabahkan la hati ni Ya Allah..trus trg, rs x de ht pn nk wt event esok..semoga ada hikmah tuk semua ni..xnk jd hari ini dlm sejarah lg..sgt2 serik..
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