hmm..now i do believe that jobless can make people depress! btl..each time i am thinking about my contract here will be ended this coming december, i started to feel down..mmg slalu lah..mmg btl, mgkin blm rezki lg..kalo kontrak sy kt sini di sambung lg kn best..but it seems like no opportunity at all..dh sedia mklum pn..knowing this fact, i look around for a new job..dulu ada apply DPLI, after interview, blm rezki lg..quite dissapointed la jgk..
so right now, still on searching n applying for a job..rajinla jgk bukak website2 yg berkenaan tuk cr kerja..xtau lah..i am trying, mudah-mudahan ada lah rezeki..if it is written that after the contract ended, and i didn't get any job, i pray to Allah not to make me in jobless period for a long time..i wanted to give money to my parents every month..i HAVE to..murah lah rezeki ku ya Allah..aminn..
actually, i got few probs when i am applying for a job..mahu tahu apakah jenis mslh tu?sy sgt rajin cr kije, sgt rajin print out the ads, the form..sgt teruja mengisi form tu (sggup print dua copy, then isi pkai pensel n finally br isi btl2 dlm form 1 lg..smp kena tgur confident lah sket..huu)..but the probs is..sy sgt mls nk htr form tu..almost every time mcm tu lah..hmm..pastu x htr..and finally, down sbb x dpt keje lg..itulah seorg saya..huu..that is why i need a motivation..suruh sy apply, isi, n htr..tringat satu ayat 'pas **** abis ****** ni, kita gi cari kerja sama2 ye..' sgguh it was able to calm me down..terasa sgt secure..sgt lega..hurm
so all i have to do now is keep trying..never give up zana..find ur strength..be motivated..u have to be independent now..thats ok..rezeki Allah ada di mana2..as long as it is halal, then just try..gambate kudasai!! right now, i missed that calming words..........
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