hee..today is friday already..alhamdulillah gone thru this week successfully..it's not that good, but still not in worse category i guess..i wanna go home tonite..that's the place where i feel sooooooo calm..hee..lately i noticed something..i was totally lost...i'm losing my self..haish..honestly i am nervous thinking the fact that i'll be tied up very-very soon..yup..putri lindungi akan diikat kemas oleh putera lindungan..am i ready?is this what i want?i just don't know..mgkin ini takdir yg Dia dh tetapkan utk perjalanan hidup sy..and sy redha..i'm learning to be redha with my own fate..yes it may take some time, but i'll be okay..thanks to him, for lending me some of ur strength..and i am so glad knowing the fact that u'll be someone's guardian..i'm glad u have ur adik now..at first i do admit that i am a little be distracted, knowing that u have someone's new in your life and got ur attention, full attention i mean..something that i didn't get anymore..but then i realize..perhaps this is what has been stated for us..i just hope that we'll be okay.. i know you can do it dear..remember those words i did tell you..only me knows what is inside..and not to forget, my putera lindungan who are doing a gud job and trying hard..
luv,
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