baru smlm sy sgt happy n bersemangat nk study..tp by evening, dpt pulak perkhabaran yg sgt x menggembirakan..rupanya my contract yg dikatakan smbung smp ujung thn dpn bknlah dismbung btl2..means we have to face an interview then br tau nsb lepas tu..hmm..that one is what have been told to us by the bahagian pengurusan sumber manusia in our ministry..byk pulak procedur nyer kn..rsnyer ms pembentangan bajet hr tu PM ckp general sgt, so dorg ni pn suke2 hati la nk letak pra syarat mcm tu pulak..bila pikir balik, relevan kah buat mcm tu?kalo that interview is being held to serap those sps officer tuk masuk kementerian n dpt post tetap xpela jgk kn..ini just utk smbung kontrak yg abis ujung thn depan..yg bukan2 pulak dorg nk buat..yg lg mendukacitakan tu, cara staff bhgn tersebut bgtau kami..sgt berlagak..smlm shbt sy call that guy, sbb mmg kami biasanya berurusan dgn dia regarding our gaji..then smlm tny dia status kami ni mcm mana, nk kena sign kontrak balik ke apa..then dia boleh mrh2 n persoalkan mana shbt sy ni dpt surat yg mengatakan kami btl2 confirm disambung kontrak..siap mntk bil surat n tarikh..then ms tu br kami tau yg rupanya kami kena pegi interview dulu then br tau nasib kami mcm mana..sgt dissappointed dgn cr dia bercakap..very rude..tahu lah kami ni kontrak je, tp jgn smp buat seolah2 kami sgt desperate smp dia boleh nk berlagak dgn kami..dia ingat nk cari keje lain tu sng?kalau ye pn your emotion is not stabil, be rational, jgn smp wt org terluka mcm tu..pkara ni mgkin kecil pd dia, tp sgt BESAR utk kami yg sdg mncari kerja tetap yg lebih menjamin..please don't do that again..u make my day soooo damn down smp sy xboleh fokus study..see how big the impact was?
btk kn, bahagia tu dtg sekejap je..sblm ni rs sgt bahagia bila tau kontrak disambung..at least i got plenty of time tuk cr keje lain..tp skrg tau pkara yg mcm ni pulak..mulalah ht ni x tng..i'm just not ready for this..sgt xsuka keadaan bila mana sy terjatuh lg pd saat n ketikanya sy br pelan2 nk bgn sendri..perlu mengumpul kekuatan semula again n again and yes, the series of unfortunate events continued........................ ='(
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